I don’t know what to say…

Posted 1 year, 4 months ago at 4:19 pm. 0 comments

Well, as you can tell, I like to end things with “…” a lot.  Don’t know why.  I guess it’s because I feel at a loss for words?

Today I’m feeling very fragile.  Instead of getting better, my husband seems to be getting worse.  I don’t know.  I’ve cancelled a couple more voice lessons so I can have time with my girls.  Practice time for me has become non-existent, plus I am unable to concentrate on much of anything.  Where will I go from here?  I don’t know right now.  Should I just give up on the solo voice stuff?  I’m a good teacher.  It demands a lot of time.  I LOVE improving & working on my voice & I love to perform & know that I’m having an emotional impact on the audience.  But, what must I sacrifice in order to do this?  Am I willing to make those sacrifices?

Today, I just don’t think so.  My family is coming first today.  I’ll see what happens tomorrow when I have 45 minutes free between students.  I can’t continue to cancel students – because I’m self-employed no work=no pay.  My monthly budget has already taken a huge hit.  Again, those are considerations I have to think about.  But today, it’s my family & everything else can just go onto the back burner.

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